It's all par for the course. So just keep hanging in there.

BTW, I finally posted updates to my story if you're interested, in the Newcomers section.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER