I am so sorry. I know, I know!!! Maybe you just don't need his help straightening up. Maybe you can try to rearrange how YOU want things and try to make it fun with the kids...
Sh*t, smoke if you need to (and I'm a health nut)...it is the hardest, this part...breathe...aargh. I'm really feeling you.
I'm not going to try to cheer you up right now...feel it and get through it, you already know all the platitudes and you are strong intelligent woman.
