Jimbo as painful as it may seem, looking inward is good.
Good or not is irrelevant, it's still necessary. After all, I'm gonna be with me the rest of my life!
Originally Posted By: trapt
Fear of failure and being embarassed as far as the D goes?? Don't make me hunt you down dude. You have stood and you are still standing. You didn't run. You haven't quit.
Nuff said.....
Whoa, cowboy! Drop the 2x4. Just meant that my recognizing where the fear of failure originally came from was the key that opened the floodgates for me to identify how all my processing about me and my life used to take place, and how it fed into my embarrassment (as well as feeding into how I used to view and live my life). I recognize now how I have outgrown those processes, and need to revamp how I make decisions about who I am and what I want out of life using a retooled ruleset, based on who I am NOW- not who I was 33 years ago.
I have stood.
I am still standing.
I didn't run.
I haven't quit.
AND I'M DAMN PROUD OF WHAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED FOR ME.
There's just more to do in a different way now.
"Nuff said....."
PATIENCE AND FORTITUDE CONQUER ALL THINGS. -Ralph Waldo Emerson
DBing and MLC take their toll....Please provide exact CHANGE. -Jimbo
