saw h today at the store, things between us seem ok.

he called to tell me he wouldnt be home for dinner, meeting a friend from where he used to work and would be home after.

i said ok, but it makes me nervous because when he is not home or at the store, im still afraid he is seeing her.

where he is meeting this guy for dinner is near where she is.

i guess this is the point where i have to learn to trust?

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09