I know how you feel innishannon like you I have had no choice in any of this and I think that is what is the hardest part to accept. I never wanted this to happen to us and everything is now out of my hands. He is calling the shots, he is determine my life at the moment. In time when we become stronger, and we will, we will make our own choices what suit us and our children and hopefully move on to better things. It is the rejection that is unbearable as I never felt this would happen to me. Knowing that it is happening to so many others is scary but comforting in the knowledge that we are all here to help each other through these difficult days. Maybe tomorrow we will grow a little stronger.
