I think I have to remember that to love unconditionally, means, unconditionally. To return hurt with good thoughts and actions. That's incredibly difficult. The thoughts are the hardest, you know?
Even JC thought he was forsaken by his Father and even voiced his pain. You are human AJ and it's OK to have some doubts and WTF moments. You have grown since I saw you show up here. DBing is hard work. I am still working on myself. Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
