Thanks,Renee.I hope and pray that one day you and I will look back at this time in our lives and wonder what the heck we were doing to ourselves... Noone should go thru this...I think this hurts worse than losing them to death....at least if that had of happened there would not be the feeling of betrayal...our self esteems... of not trying to compete with the O/W...feeling used .I know my husband used me.....he left me here in Texas with all his tools,cars,etc.And then after he picked all these things up, he picked her up on his way back to Georgia, all the while I was thinking we were going to make a new start in a new state...anyways I feel this way...like I said one day you and I and all those in here will look back and just be in a better place...with or without our husbands... Sometimes I think God took him there because he knew I couldn't handle this journey if he stayed here with her.It would have ended very badly....and my daughter would of been the victim in all this...I am just going to let God deal with him and her.... I hope you are doing better I read your posts all the time and I know you will be ok....
