I'm trying my best to put all of this aside for the girls. I have to admit that I cant be 100% still. We had a great time last night though. Went to the playground then went to grandmas for dinner and then home and baked cookies. They love to cook with me. (why they call me MR Mom) Bath time and then stories. My oldest is turning into a great reader now. Seems like yesterday that she just started to talk. Her first word was "Da" in the carseat when we were driving.
Talked to an A today and was told to "hold on and its going to be a rough ride" as her A is known to be a real shark. I still can’t believe this is happening. Not only loosing my best friend, my family and now I find out that I will have to put the house up for sale and find a new home for the four dogs. And to top that the value of the house is less then what we owe due to buying it right before the economy crash. I really feel lost here. I know if I try to reason with her it will just fall on deaf ears and just make her angry. She is just so obsessed that she’s not even there. Any support/advice would be really appreciated.
