I've been re-reading my older posts and reading some new poster's threads. I feel a sadness in my heart because I know I have given up. I'm ready to D my H. I'm ready to move on. My hope for a reconciliation is lost. I don't want to live my life "wanting" something that just can't be. I don't want to waste anymore of my precious time, my heart, my tears over someone that ....well, frankly...is not good enough for me, anymore. I had hoped and prayed that God would help me get over my H. It seems he has answered that one. So, why am I sad?
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him
