Why spend so much time worrying about what she's going to do or not do? Why give someone so much control of your life that you put yours on hold waiting for her to make you whole? If things didn't work before, what makes you think by standing in one place, becoming more desperate and co-dependent, that it would be different this time around? Ask yourself, "is this what I want my life to amount to, waiting on a woman to validate that I have worth?" Reconciling is hard no matter what, it will be far harder from a position where you can't seem to function without her. Okay, enough 2x4s from me.
You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Dr. Wayne Dyer
