he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

maybe u are right. maybe i have to push myself past how im feeling right now if this is ever going to work.

i dont know if its his primary love language. he isnt big on physical affection, but something tells me he expects it from me, even if he doesnt give it to me.

so maybe i have to start it to get him to follow.

it just stinks that i have to do everything. im tired.