Game Over?

[dday101798]

You know, I'm going to throw this out there.

All the other threads I try to get involved with all relate back to "this is God's Master Plan" for us. And I had to back out.

Let me say, God and I have not had the best of relations. I come from a broken family. I was living on the streets when I was 14, an outcast, my family abolished me. I grew to become to a compassionate father and husband. On the day of my wedding, my mother who was the one to put me on the streets said "I'm so proud of the person you've become".

Why in the world do I have to endure this?

Why is this "HIS" master plan for me?

I've strived through enough.

Sure, the ones who abolished me, have taken me in and have helped through all this, but what the hay? I simply do not have the streinght and courage to strife though the one thing I prmomissed the night I proposed: My family and my kids will never have to endure what I have, and yet here we are.

What a mess.