he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

thank you for your advice and taking the time to figure out my husband!

u are right, he was never a good communicator.

i would have no problem going to him on the couch, however, and im being honest, im tired of being the one to do all of the work.

if that is wrong or not, it is how i feel.

im tired of being the cheery one, tired of trying to speak positive about the business, tired of asking how his day was, tired of following his every mood and reaction to events.

im tired.

being tired isnt helping me but right now, it is how i feel.

im sure it is his adjustment period, but im finding his actions are causing a bigger rip between us because i cant sit with a smile on my face and pretend it doesnt bother me.

when he came home last night, i didnt even feel like talking to him. i sat there watching tv with him and i truly had nothing to say.

not good.

i am by no means saying i am going to end my marriage, i dont think i will ever get to that point to make that decision, im just tired and fed up with his behavior.

again, not good and not helping the situation.