W texted me today asked if i had the divorce papers drawn up... i dont know why she thinks im the one thats going to do that. then she bought D all new furniture for D's new bedroom at her apt. I def wasnt happy about that of course i didnt say anything at all to that. cant believe its actually gone this far there has been this piece of me that keeps saying that she isnt going to do this but every step she makes this piece of me gets smaller and smaller... D is going to be so confused about all this when she comes back and has two homes, two bedrooms, doesnt get to see her mom and dad every day or her dog, or play in her own back yard any day she wants to. I'm actually starting to get a little pissed about the whole thing.
good news though i did buy me a D plane tickets to go back to florida for a couple of weeks see some family and some old friends. In the last 5 yrs me and W have been together ive only made it home 1 time (2 yrs ago) to see family cause we are to busy going to see W's family all the time. "your not as close to your family as my family is" which in a way is true been on my own since i was 16 but still i have alot of history back there and my family loves our D just as much as hers does and deserve to be part of her life as well. so i'm GAL, taking my D home and we are going to have a good time, and i plan on chillin on the beach and listening to some bob marley with some old friends. enough of my rambling....
those of you that are new and may be reading this post im sorry to see you here but happy that you came to this place, its where you need to be. the people here are very helpful and i would be way behind the power curve and would have probably fallen apart if it wasnt for them. listen to what they have to say it really helps.
