he is back, i think

[lost-n-Iowa]

Oh, and about being rejected. I can certainally understand that. No one wants to be rejected. But remember the last time you had emailed him and voiced your feelings he came to the bedroom willingly. You did not have say 'lets go make love' but yet that is where it ended. I think you may be surprise to find that he will not reject a beautiful, loving, willing, (and maybe a little bit erotic) wife, if you try to jion him on the couch for a short session of connecting with him. Hopefully connecting with him this way will help him connect to you on the level that you need.