learned recently that my x thinks i would still take him back....
feel humiliated, like he is the "catch that got away" and I am the old shoe thrown away.
feel like a fool... because i do miss him and wish we could be..but can't and he wont
i have not said ANYTHING like that in jeez' a year. i am alouf but not mean and definately not over kind when he is here or when i see him at things for d12.
i am so glad summer is coming. wont have to see him at sport or school events.
i hate this.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again