learned recently that my x thinks i would still take him back....

feel humiliated, like he is the "catch that got away" and I am the old shoe thrown away.

feel like a fool... because i do miss him and wish we could be..but can't and he wont

i have not said ANYTHING like that in jeez' a year.
i am alouf but not mean and definately not over kind when he is here or when i see him at things for d12.

i am so glad summer is coming. wont have to see him at sport or school events.

i hate this.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again