Not much to update except I am now dating and loving it !!!
Our D8 had her first communion last Saturday and I organized a HUGE party for her at our home...(120 people !!) We had french fries and icecream en lots of other stuff !! God gave us FANTASTIC weather and we all had a BLAST !!! I was so very very happy !!! H was there with us all day (without ow) and he was the last one to leave, he too had a wonderful day, the pictures are proof !
Anyway, of course I sometimes wonder what his thoughts must have been on his way back to his house and the ow, in the car...but I have learnt to accept that I will never know, and that it is not important for MY life...!
I hope all of you are doing well, I will try and catch up on some threads, for I have not been around for SOOOO LONG !!
My life has taken a turn and has become wonderful, I have fantastic friends and feel that my life is fullfilled !
The kids are doing so well and I am so very proud of them !
H and ow are starting to have their arguments and struggles and I feel lucky that I am not involved in that.
Anyway, I just wanted to come and let you know that I am doing well, and that THERE IS LIFE AFTER MLC !!!! I never thought it possible, but I LOVE living and I LOVE my life right now !!!!
Huge hugs and kisses to you all !!!!!! I will be forever GREATFUL for the love and friendship I found on this board !!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
Well, just the day I came back here feeling there was nothing new to report, I get an email from H's ow........ !!
She wants to get together with me to talk about what happened and she wants to pick up the kids for H's birthday in a months time, and even would like ME to join them for dinner at a restaurant.
If you ask me, she's insane !
Who in their right mind, wants to have dinner with their boyfriend's wife (on paper still his wife) !!! I feel that she might feel she's loosing H...and wants to serve him, his kids and me on a silver platter, to triomphantly say that SHE managed to get me to come and join them.
I'm afraid I feel no need to join them. Of course I do not mind the kids joining them at all !
She feels he's not complete without me, I think and she realizes she doesn't have all of him....as part of him is still here...
Oh well, no use speculating why....But it is a strange request she is making....
Take care,xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
Wow - that's so weird! Some people are able to do it - I would not be one of them. I can't get past the sneaking around, lying and cheating. I don't want to be part of "them".
No - you are right to do what you feel is right. I'd do the same.
