d-day coming soon - help !

[misshim]

Grace,

Thanks again for everything. All the questions I have are driving me insane. I try to read alot of other people's situations but I get more panicked, I guess b/c of my short time left before d-day. With me always wanting to be the fixer it is frustrating. Deep breath ---

I'm going to look forward to my D-4 decorating dad's cake. If H doesn't come to see D4 (because it's my weekend) I think maybe we'll eat it. But, knowing me I'd feel guilty and would probably take the cake to his parents house and tell them to give it to him if/when he arrives.

Take care of yourself today, I know I'm at work also. Maybe after the worst day happens d-day I can get back to my real job. Actually my boss (brother & sister in law are very understanding) I have to teach myself to quit looking at my cell phone for text messages from him.

Grace, you seem so strong - I hope you are doing well !