Puppy, I "hear" a lot of hurt in you. I understand how angry, hurt, frustrated and shocked the A must have made you feel. For yourself I would work on letting those negative emotions go. Forgive yourself first, let yourself off the hook and let it go as best you can. Two questions to ask yourself- Is it worth it? Can I do it? Strength and Honor Brother. Coach
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
