Mishka I agree. He won't send it. He will procrastinate. But nothing is keeping me from moving. I have so much going for me. My dad has revamped my resume and is sending it out to some people he knows. Nothing will deter me from making this move, because it is the right thing to do. It is falling into place too easily for me to ignore.

If he doesn't send it, once I get settled in VA, I will just do it myself, and file there. Although I hurt, and I am angry, I realize I am better than this. I don't have to put up with being treated like shiznit.

Everyone here, EVERYONE, deserves better than that.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..