I keep thinking that my H must be lonely without his family. That somewhere in his alone time he thinks this is all a big mistake. That maybe he lays there at night missing us. But then I hear from him, he is so nice to me...in a good mood. Now I am worried and scared that he is happier this way. And with the DBing I am trying to be serene, nice, and upbeat too. Isn't that going to make him feel like he is doing the right thing? That leaving really has made us both happier. Ugh. It hasn't. I am really mmiserable and scared to death. I dream of him every night and we are so happy in my dreams. It is so confusing. It is so hard with the kids...if I didn't have to talk to him because of them I could just go dark and this would be so much easier. Help.