How do I not let this control my every thought?

[Travis]

There is one other thing that drives me crazy and it's what's making this so hard. Sure, me and my wife had our issues like every couple. But we have a close knit group of friends that we always hang out with. Our marriage was one that all my other friends were jealous of. I know for a fact, because they told me, that two of my friends asked their wife why they couldn't be more like my wife and me. That's how good our marriage was, or I thought it was. I have 3 couples that are re-evaluating their M now because they all thought we had the best marriage out of all of us