Game Over?

[dday101798]

Nothing to really update situation wise. Had some communication with the attorney yesterday, he assured me of potential loopholes in the D paperwork, she tried to take the children away before, and she'll do it again.

I think I'm 80% recovered from teh weekend crash. Drove in for the second day in a row with the radio off and just pounded this all out.

Still ahven't heard anything on how her meeting with her attorney went and what was discussed and how she feels.

However, more thought went into the situation with OM, now in the open for for almost 11 moths and in the dark who knows how long before that. There is definatley more than is known behind the scenes with that relationship.

I only wish she would talk to me about this. We're at the final fork in the road as far as this M is concerned.

If she were to question me about it (ie wanting her back), I will have to do something I never like people to do to m and that's answer a question with a question: If I were to have left you behind and lived my life with someone else directly in front of our kids; would you want me back? If I were to ahve said all the nasty things about you in court to hide the fact of this and take our children away from you; would you want me back?

Time again to put the shoe on the other foot for a moment, BUT, that is if the conversation ever happens.