You are certainly not a fool... sentimental, but no fool. You are a sweet man that has been dealt a really rough hand.
At this juncture she is not worthy of you. Any woman would be lucky to have you in her life. It just goes to show you what kind of man you are and how much you have changed from the beginning of this.
19 years is a long time, it will be our 18year wedding anniversary on the 1st of June..
Have a good day my friend.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.