Hi casanova, I was never super thrilled, excited and grateful that he came back. I remember the first time we talked, how nice the things he said were but no "sorries", no emotion. That night things felt weird. I remember FG saying this is the way things happen. But it is not. I have never read here or heard of a story where the WAS says he wants back and... does nothing. I GAVE HIM THE CHANCE then and he probably thought he gave me the chance... I should have known better.
After all these months, I have proven I meant it when I said I would try my best. Committed? Yes I was/am. Ready to surrender to nothing? No, I wasnt/am not ready for that. K
