How do I not let this control my every thought?

[lost_in_space]

Travis,

Sorry to see you here, but you have come to a place where you will get good advice and people that can be a sounding board - we have been there.

There are others with more experience than me, but I suggest the first thing you do is protect yourself. You have an attorney - make sure all of your rights are protected.

What do you want? You say it is over, but is that what you want to happen? That information will help.

I totally understand how this dominates your entire thoughts - I too lost weight - 25 pounds in a couple weeks. You need to take care of yourself. Having said that, here I am 15 months post exposure and I am still being railroaded with things and without any agreement not a darn thing I can do about it. I say that to show you there to buckle up - it is a rollercoaster ride and a long one at that.

Not what we signed up for but nothing we can do - except be the best we can be for our kids and ourselves.