SLH,

How are you doing? Haven't heard from you in a while about your sitch?

Mine is about the same. I still haven't called to make my appointment with the coach yet, but will do so this week. I keep putting it off for some reason? I have already paid for it, but just haven't set it up. I actually went on a small date with W tonight. Our counselor said that we need to start doing this and start off small. So I asked her to go play mini-golf after dinner with the kids. We let the kids go next door and we went to play. It was light and fun, but I had a really good fun time with her. And she told me that she had fun and glad I went too.

I definitely want more, but this is a good start. Also, I have been doing a VERY good job of not pursuing and not being needy. I also have been being in a better mood and more pleasant. The one area where I have fallen off is my weight. I seem to be gaining it back. I haven't been working out like I did at first and I talked to my doctor friend and he said the AD that I am on are definitely a factor. He said that Celexa can and will cause you to gain weight especially if you are not being disciplined and I don't think I have been lately.

I have planned the first vacation ever without my W. Its just me and the kids and we are going cruising in July! They have never been and this will be the first one for me since my honeymoon almost 14 years ago. We are all very excited. It is pretty bittersweet for me, b/c I would love nothing more than for her to be with us but I am excited about doing this with my kids.

Oh well, things overall are going pretty good. We have MC again on Wednesday and that is usually good. Also, I need to get the DB coach going this week.

LonelyRzr


Me-37, W-36, M-14, T-24, D-11, S-7
Bomb - 11/29/08, D filed - 9/10/09

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