It is for me. I'm 18 months out. We just finished mediation and I still feel as bad as ever. Sometimes worse. I think the duration of the pain is shorter. I'm calling that a good thing. I have burned through all of my friends and family. My best friend was willing to have another go at it with me last night. That was kind of him. Just keep swimming. This will pass. Your best friends will be back and you will be easier to hang with, someday. Thanks for all of your journaling. It helps me a lot.
Oh, I'm not a fan of "help." It doesn't work for me. I'd rather burn out my friends. They know me better and share my dreams and really have some good advice. (Not that I would listen...Yet.) Sorry to my friends!
Me 41 W 39 d7, s4 M 13 Bomb ILYBNILWY November 28th, 2007
