he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

i like that, i should go to him when he is on the couch...

the thing is, i dont want to be rejected. maybe i will be, maybe i wont be, i just dont want to be hurt anymore.

nothing happened between us to send him to the couch, i think its a combination of the coming back home mixed with our other problems such as the store and finances.

i email him all the time, regarding how i feel, about the couch about sex about the store. about everything.

if he is on the couch, he wants to be left alone. so maybe i should.