he is back, i think

[bluerain]

I remember feeling great, lost about 30 lbs, had a tan, got to play outside every day, was financially stable, and surrounded by friends, and I saw H, he had also lost about 20 lbs, which on his military physique, looked awful. Sunken eyes and cheeks, grey hair. I remember thinking, wow, what a difference perspective makes.

You seem to have a great positive attitude, I think that it will take you far! They are his moods, dont let them bring you down. Im not sure, maybe you can google male moodiness? I bet you can find a few good books or info about it. Thats a tough one, as a society we focus on how moody and bit(#y we females are! No one mentions that sometimes men are EVEN WORSE!