WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 8

[confusedinpa]

She didn't call back last nite nor did I get any text/email/call from her this morning

I'm hung over to the point I didn't go to work

Now that I'm out of bed, I'll have to find things to keep me busy so I'm not thinking about her and the situation for the rest of the day.

I know I'm early in the separation (4 weeks) and 4.5 months since the bomb. I just don't see things getting any better. Last Friday's call was the first time she said anything about working on our relationship. It gave me a glimmer of hope. I know I can't count on that to be happy

I just want my family back together