This is the 20 million dollar question. W moved out over a year ago and was emotionally checked out for almost a year before that when the A started. I want things to work out with her. I really do. I can hear the struggle in her. I am just so very, very tired. Compared to others on these boards, two years doesn't seem like all that long. I think the solitude is the hardest part. I have been GAL-ing for awhile. I have lots of friends that I do things with. But there is still that piece missing.
