HI Thanks mnt and in limbo...
There is truly something to look forward to on this site...kindness of strangers who know exactly how I am feeling. It seems like a lifeline at this point.
My list of goals for today...

1. Go to work and NOT talk about H. (hard to do when you work in a hair salon with a bunch of ladies!!!)

2. NOT talk to H...even if he calls. (is it OK to ignore??)

3. Go to counseling appointment by myself.

4. Play a game with my girls.

5. Single handedly remove ALL exhaust pipes from every car in this dang city and destroy them!!!!! (Just kidding!)

6. Watch Dancing with the Stars.

Don't know how much more I can do in a day...