Trying to detach from the madness!

[Startingover2]

I engaged...for just a bit then stopped myself. He keeps saying at the end of his texts "I love you guys". I know he is doing it to get to me, but there are times it really gets to me...especially when I am down or lonely. I ended up firing back a comment about how if he loved us he wouldn't have hurt us. Then he said something about me not wanting a guy like him and (**) is a much better choice, but he will always love me. I got irritated again as I feel that is the bait and then pull away thing. I told him he is "35 f**ing years old, he has 3 children to be an example to, yet he still is bs'ing and playing people. WTF is wrong with you (him)? I want love and I want commitment and he can't/won't give that. Its all bs."

I never heard from him again. I need to get to the strong place again. I was rather down yesterday after the bust party the day before.

Today is a new day.