Hey Dawn..You are so right, its way harder to hold myself together and be this new person with the 180s now that I am actually in his company more. And thats a brilliant idea!! I will reread the books. Also, I just booked my last session with Jody.. they were very excited there to hear I was at this juncture with him.
I am excited... but it hasnt really burst through yet.. I am SOOO busy at college and stressed I actually feel sick. I have NO time to devote to him (but I will have to make time)in this next 2 weeks, not until 1 June.. and I was concerned that he is still somewhat weighing things up (as he hasnt SAID anything yet and he didnt go to snog me, Saturday or Sunday).. and we are in a Mercury Retrograde now.. which ends...31st May!!! So the timing is so wierd. Maybe he will talk to me when my course is finished, on or after 31st.
I just hope I can hold him off for 2 weeks and hold his interest and not blow it.. I am sure he is thikning right now.. ok, I got her back, I got my hands on her.. I missed her like mad and now shes here.. is this REALLY want I wanted then? Or am I done.
I can see it in his eyes and body language, he's not definite yet.
