GOD does NOT make mistakes, not with me and not with you. It's not of GOD that you have these thoughts, but I guarentee if you call on him and believe in him he will wipe those thoughts right out of your mind. As far as medicine...crutch or not, if I need it, I am taking it. I also have thought before what good am I to this world if the only man I have loved for 20 years dont want me and cant live with me? BUT it is NOT us that is MESSED UP, its THEM. We are normal and we ARE capable of being loved and if we want we will find love again, whether its with our xh or someone else. The main thing is turn it all over to GOD and he dont need our help. Dawn I will be praying for you. Listen remember this, GOD loves you so much that he gave his ONLY son so you could be saved and go to heaven. There is a Heaven and Hell and there is good and evil. Please just let GOD have your problems and he will fight the battle for you.
