I have thought about what you just posted and I really am not sure. At times I want out of the M and others just want to start over with something different and can't figure out how to go about it.
H has said he is having trouble connecting but doesn't seem interested in doing the work on himself to get the C back. He says he knows what he is doing is wrong and that his feelings for her aren't real but will do nothing about it. Im'e trying to decide if I confront him with the fact I know he is talking to her.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez