I just found out my W's A is back on completely. I'm pretty devastated. I thought if it was a flash in the pan, maybe there was a chance we could start to rebuild something, but it's clear to me now she's in for the long haul. I don't think DBing is really in the cards right now. I'm just going to completely detach, go as dark as I can, and move on with my life. Don't know how much more I'll be posting here. Thank you everyone for your kindness and support.