Hopeful but I think I made things worse today. When he got home from the lake he seemed to be in a mood today. Instead of just staying out of his way I pushed him - checking to make sure everything was OK.
I told him my conversation with our friend. Should of just left it there but said I didn't confront her because I really believe she just wanted help. But oh no I had to go and say had it continued then I would have. He said don't threaten me! Blew it!
So tonight he says I can't analysis his every move. It'll push him right out the door which he's right. I just can't stand these mood swings. We go from having such a connection Friday night to him being away and thinking again, coming home in a sullen mood and it seems like we're back to square one.
He had the nerve to tell me that he can't just turn off his emotions like I do. Really insulted by that. I feel like we don't have to be a slave to our emotions we can choose how we respond to them. I feel like he wallows in his and really thinks he feels things more than I do.
Uhh! It angers me because I feel like he's controlling everything which I guess he is. Just need to go back to my DB roots and just live my life. Keep myself surrounded by friends and work hard during the counseling sessions.
How do you deal with the 180 mood swings and changes in behavior from your H?
