Thanks for the support. I know what I am about to say is awful...but how can I make him feel even guilter? The reason I ask this, is because my x husband cheated on me and my bf knew that. He swore he would never ever do that to me and that he never ever had in his past. And now he has done it. I frankly, wish this new relationship of his would blow up in his face so that he can spend the whole summer thinking about what he did.
I was so kind and nice to him and he was cold, cruel and callous when he broke up. I told him this today. I think I am moving from that horrible lost feeling to finally feeling some anger. I hate to feel angry as I'm not that kind of person nor do I hold grudges. But for some reason, I feel I want to be angry at him and let him know it.
I want him to feel very guilty and to let it keep him up at night and play on his mind in quiet moments. Just so he can realize and grow up. He's 52...if not now, when?
Should I ask who misses me? Should I ask if that includes him?
