I also want to let you know (I saw your post on other thread), in the beginning, I lost 14 pounds because I couldn't eat I was so distraught. I am not the pillar of positivity here but in the "real" world, I am doing pretty well. I come here to vent and try to exorcise my demons.
Supposedly, there is no growth without pain and one way or the other, we will grow and get something out of all of this. Sorry it is so hard.
