Stepping out and Stepping UP!

[cagzmom]

It is sad and as i suspected today it is bugging me. just how easily i am fooled by him and other aspects that are the continual cycle of all of this.

it is so important to get a life and begin living. i remember that being said so early on on these boards and in the book... and i thought i was .. and to an extent i was..but not as much as i am now. and now it isn't a ploy..it is just me... moving forward.

it is hard. Being single is hard. Again, it isn't what we chose or wanted but it is a reality. So I just keep choosing to go towards God - towards healing the hurt from my recent garbage and my hurt from the past - and becoming whole. Man oh man was i broken!!