confused.....want to do something.....

[pearlharbr]

Orchid, I hope by the time you read this you've had a happier day.

Again, sorry if I come across as harsh. I really want to help you through it and you sound sooo much like me. I know that I need someone to push me before I do anything so I'm trying to pass that on to you.

As I say to the others, I hit with 2x4s because I care!

Honestly, I wouldn't keep up with you if I didn't think you are a good, strong person who can get through this and not just survive but thrive.