I am writing to vent I guess. Today I found a letter my husband wrote to his parents explaining his side of this ordeal. he told them he loves me but is not in love with me and that i deserve someone who can love me the way I deserve to be loved. he said he just has no motivation to do things for me. That I am the glue of the family and that he will always keep the girls and I his main priority. This was hard to see in writing...I am so upset now...it is like he e-mailed and wrote them explaining himself but has never written me. He also said in his letter that I am such an amazing person....that he has thought long and hard about this. Now I am losing hope...and feeling very weak.. any advice would be appreciated.