Thanks MsM.. he just phond when the shops shut but was saying he probably ought to go home and wash up (great, 2 days into piecing and he'd rather wash up than see me). He did say, I suppose you are doing your work....he seemed like he wanted to see me but wouldnt say...in the end he said he was phoning to see what I was doing.. luckily Cher had offered for us to go to dinner later with them, and he perked up and jumped at it when I suggested it. So he said he will arrange it and call me later. He has already called me twice today, which is already about 500% more than he was doing until he finished with Helen 10 days ago!
So was I right to not join him in town? Should I have offered to go over to his tonight, or for him to come here and cook him dinner? I didnt, because then he would be forced to turn me down. He is clearly not decided and certainly not committed yet. He would rather tidy the house than see me. But I was super cool and happy on the phone about dinner with G and Cher and I said, yeah! Sounds great !! when really I felt hurt that he only keen to see me, in the safety of company.
Ok, this sucks. Big time. I dont want to moan, but it kind of detracts from the excitement of winning him back.
