Nope wasn't what I had planned...but after being a wife and mother for most of my adult life this is new to me.
Talked with C about it yesterday.... this is the first time in my life that I can EVER remember feeling strong and confident. It is new to me.... Becoming WHOLE is a really good thing.
Oh last note. Last night I was out with a girlfriend. She ran into a gal that she new that was out with another gal...then came along yet another. (that was fun in itself!!) ANYWAY...we are all talking - I mention something about my x.. one of the gals is like..."what is ur name..." i said uh what is urs?? We then proceed to share info.... She knows my x's last girlfriend... she has even met my x.... long story short her analysis on who he is:
seemed to be trying hard to "be" this mature succesful man attractive arrogant and hiding something...
last note... it was good for me to hear it... he is faking... and people do see it.. (not the girls that fall for him... they see teh same thing I do...) But the others...
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
