I have come to some hard realizations and decisions in regard to my situation. I know what I will be doing and I appreciate everyone's help in my situation. Your advice has been invaluable. I will post more as everything comes to pass. For now, I am going to get a life, spend some well needed time with my children, focus on school and job, and spend less time in front of this screen. \:\) I hope for peace in your hearts and minds for everyone having to face the difficulties in their lives.

"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."