Alright, came home from church and helped S15 mow the lawn. Then took our bikes to the gas station to fill up the tires. Then made dinner and baked brownies for a party my brother is hosting tomorrow for the Black Hawks!
W just called S13 and he told her about the bike-a-thon tomorrow (apparently she forgot as I did send her an email about it) then she called me on my cell but I didn't feel like talking with her, so I didn't answer. Then she called the house phone and S13 answered and gave me the phone, so I took it (as I didn't want to put S13 in the middle of his parents). She gave me some obvious suggestions for tomorrow about keeping S13 hydrated to try and prevent a migraine and I said that was a good idea. Then she said to be careful and have fun tomorrow and I said "ok". Then she asked me what is wrong and I said nothing and then I tried to say good-bye and she asked me again what the problem was and I said that I was busy and I'll talk to you later. She said bye harshly and hung up. All the while I'm thinking to myself what do YOU think is wrong W, you are sleeping with another man and telling him how much you LOVE him, that's what is wrong (WTF). I really didn't feel like talking with her as it was so nice not to hear from her all day. She didn't even stop by to see the kids since picking them up from school yesterday and won't see them again until Monday morning when she drives them to school. Now, I feel crappy cause I really wanted to tell her how much I love her and miss her but I know that while she is with OM that she is in her fog and doesn't care about me
Well, time to get ready for bed as we need to get up early tomorrow for our ride
