Oh boy! Today I think maybe I'm the lucky girl! (Don't wanna steal your name Lucky, but,...) Our anniversary was lovely. We went out with the kids, and after they were in bed, we sat outside just talking about nothing much. When we went to bed, he initiated and we ML. Later he said that he never realized how much I had been hurting and he was going to fix it. Now, I know, I know, that doesn't mean it's all better now, but at least he is willing to look at it and to admit that there is a problem. It has been such a challenging week, and I know it is just the begining, but for now, I'm happy.