what i do know is that things go up and down and will continue to go up and down until we break the cycle.
how to break the cycle? again, who knows...
i want so badle to detach, to remove myself from the up and down. but now that he is back, if i see effort from him, i need to match it and go with it and work with it.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
